Well it's Monday, blah. My mood just isn't pretty right now. Today just isn't starting off good & I'm not sure if I'm the one making it a crappy day or if it just is a crappy day. I've had to yell at my kids all morning for not listening to me (nothing new there, but just worse today). I really hate yelling. I think I'm just feeling bitter b/c I work so hard 24/7 with not alot of help. I literly don't get a break & by that I mean a moment to stop & think for myself w/o any interruptions. Joey had a bad night going to sleep last night b/c he was so tired from playing all day & no naps so after I put them all to bed I got a quick shower in & then spent the rest of the night until I went to bed trying to get him to sleep, so no time to myself no time to read my book or anything like that. Then I had to clean up the great big mess in my kitchen my hubby left last night. Maybe I'm just bitter & add stressed out to that.
Well anyways I cannot wait till the trio goes down for naps & I can get my run in & release some of this stress. I am going to do my usual 20 mins preprogrammed & run 20 mins on the treadmill. Then hopefully I have enough time to shower before the wrecking crew wakes up.
This morning I had my coffee & the Green monster Smoothie. For lunch I'm thinking a salad or maybe some steamed veggies. I will update later today & hopefully after this run it'll clear my head & things will get better from here on out.
Until next time................
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