Sunday, December 30, 2012

Some nutrional info...

I am striving to get better with our nutrional choices for me & my family starting in 2013, which is one day away.   Here are some of the information I'm reading & I find interesting or useful so I thought I'd share...

Try these five quick tips for adding good carbs to your diet:
1. Start the day with whole grains. Try a hot cereal, like steel cut oats, or a cold cereal that lists a whole grain first on the ingredient list and is low in sugar. But finding sugar in cereals takes a bit of detective work. Learn how to be a savvy reader of breakfast cereal labels.

2. Use whole grain breads for lunch or snacks. Confused about how to find a whole-grain bread? Look for bread that lists as the first ingredient whole wheat, whole rye, or some other whole grain —and even better, one that is made with only whole grains, such as 100 percent whole wheat bread. Or try this recipe for hearty whole grain bread.
3. Bag the potatoes. Instead, try brown rice, bulgur, wheat berries, whole wheat pasta, or another whole grain with your dinner. Read "Health Gains from Whole Grains" for a list of whole grains and their health benefits, or check out these whole grain recipes.
4. Choose whole fruit instead of juice. An orange has two times as much fiber and half as much sugar as a 12-ounce glass of orange juice. Looking for juice alternatives? See six ideas for low-sugar drinks, a recipe for a low-sugar fruit cooler, and a recipe for sugar-free sparkling iced tea.
5. Bring on the beans. Beans are an excellent source of slowly digested carbohydrates as well as a great source of protein.
 
 
 

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Today started out as a rough day & I really didn't want to work out.  I was very, very close to skipping but then I knew I would have to do it on Saturday & Sunday so I forced myself & I'm glad I did cuz I definitely felt much better.  I'm feeling bloated today & I'm so extremely tired.  Here's to hoping for a good night sleep & feeling better tomorrow.  I've also been bad & had three Christmas cookies today, I don't know what my problem is with eating them these last few days when I've done so good w/ passing up on them.  This needs to stop or I'm not going to lose anything.

So I'm still doing the dreadful job searching, ugh I forgot what it's like (from years ago when I was laid off).  You would think after all the resumes I'm sending that something has to give sooner or later.   I just really hope that I find something that I like doing. 

Anyways, here is my food menu for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green monster smoothie

Lunch:
steamed green beans
1/2 cup of the kids Mac & Cheese (see why did I have this when usually I wouldn't even think about it)

Dinner:
sausage
Au gratin potatoes
broccoli Cheddar rice

Snacks:
3 cookies


Well that's all folks.

Until next time...........................

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Time Off

Well I haven't been on in several days but with the Holidays we were pretty busy.  I only got four days of my workouts in last week. I skipped Friday & cuz I stopped at my parents after picking the twins up from Preschool.  Then on Saturday I had my friends kids all day babysitting so by the time they left (around 6pm) I was too tired & just wanted a beer.  Then Sunday we went Christmas shopping & I was a tad bit hung over so I didn't feel like working out.  Then I wrapped gifts that night.  I did get my workout in on Monday Christmas Eve before all the festivities started & drank some more that night so didn't feel like doing much on Christmas & I was tired from a long weekend.  Then today I got my workout in & it felt great.

Well I was seriously to afraid to get on the scale these past few days after many cookies, but surprisingly when I got on yesterday I gained only 2lbs, but then today I was at only gaining 1lb, so it wasn't as bad at I thought it would be.  I have to definitely make up the rest of this week.

We sold the boat (kinda a sad day, but it's something we needed).  It's not what we wanted, but it's still good money.   Then Saturday night the hubby went to the casino & won $700 so we were able to give the kids a good Christmas.   I feel so blessed that God answered my prayers & we were able to give the kids a Christmas.  I still couldn't get my hubby anything since I'm personally broke, but after we get the money from the boat I'll get him something.  We just spent money on the kids this year.  It's kinda a bummer to not receive anything at all for Christmas, but seeing the kiddo's faces was my gift.

So here is my meals for today....

Breakfast:
coffee w/ sugar & creamer
Green monster smoothie

Lunch:
Pregresso creamy bacon & potato soup

Dinner:
Lemony Chicken pasta toss - Lemony Chicken Pasta toss  it was OK after we added Parmesan cheese, but before it really didn't have much taste.

Well until next time.......................................

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Feeling better!

Sorry I didn't log in yesterday, but I was just tired by the end of the day & didn't feel like doing much but watching TV.   I got my workout in yesterday & today my 3 miles which included walking at 3.5mph w/ an incline of 8 for 30 mins & then ran at 5.2 for 20 mins.

I've made cookies the last three days & I have to admit I HATE baking.   I'd rather be cooking.  I think I'm done baking for a bit. So of course I had to sample taste my cookies to make sure they come out good.  Today I took the twins to school & then worked out while Jake napped, then I was feeling kinda sleepy today so when the kids went down for naps (except Joe) I took my shower & then laid in my bed w/ him & tried to get him to go to sleep, which it didn't work.  I cleaned the kitchen (that's always my cleanest room in the house) then I finally mopped the dinning room floor & the half bath.  Tomorrow I will mop the kitchen & hallways & clean up the laundry room. Saturday I have to babysit my friends two little kids, so this is going to be a challenge having 5 kids 3 & under.  I hope I survive.  Then after that Chris & I are going to go out for dinner & then shopping for the kids Christmas as long as we can get a babysitter.

I guess were suppose to get hit w/ some big storm tonight & tomorrow.  So here's to hoping they are wrong.  I mean I'd love to have a white Christmas but that's the only time I want it.

Here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
egg whites on wheat toast w/ mayo & American cheese

Lunch:
steamed vegetable melody

Dinner:
Penne noodles w/ Italian sausage & Alfredo sauce & garlic bread.

Until next time.................

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Lock me up!!!

This is what they will have to do to me very soon.  OMG, today was hell bad w/ the kids & I cannot tell if it was them or just me.  They did not listen to anything I said & just were being flat out bad.  I have never in my life yelled so much, it actually got to a point that I thought my forehead was about to explode or my eye balls were going to pop out.  I am so completely beyond stressed out between them & other issues that have been bothering me that I won't be surprised if I have a nervous breakdown or stroke soon (no joke), I almost passed out today & I just get ill from the frustration.  Ugh, maybe I need help.

Anyways, on to my workout information.  I did get my 3 miles in & the run was very hard today I didn't think I was going to finish it, but I did.   I am struggling this week b/c I'm fighting this dang cold that keeps trying to creep up & I can take a common cold but b/c of my asthma my "common" colds go right to my chest causing good ole bronchitis.  Then I cannot breathe so that means no workouts for about a week or two. I'm hoping it doesn't get that far this time.

So here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
egg whites on wheat toast w/ mayo & cheese

Lunch:
Pregresso chicken pot pie soup

Dinner:
two Italian sausage w/ grilled green peppers & onions
steamed green beans

I tried something different for breakfast b/c my spinach went bad to fast this time & my yogurt is beyond expired so this "may" have been what made me alittle nauseous yesterday.  I was fine today.

Ok, I need to close my eyes a bit after the day I had.

until next time...........

Monday, December 17, 2012

Today was a terrible crazy day.  I made some Christmas cookies with the kids & then did laundry & made dinner & worked out all while dealing with crazy, whinny kids, It was bad today. 

So even though I was feeling sick all day I did workout & I will admit the run was hard.  Here's to hoping for a better day.   Anyways for dinner I had some ground meat & I wanted to make something different with it so I decided to make Shepard's Pie, which wasn't to bad but it has no taste.  I added some hot sauce to mine & it helped alot.  

So this is short cuz I have to go do more job searching before bed time.  Here is my meals for today.

Breakfast:
The usual coffee w/ cream & sugar
Green Monster smoothie

Lunch:
steamed asparagus

Dinner:
Shepard's pie

Snack:
4 cookies
1/2 cup popcorn.

Until next time...................

Happy Monday

Well I actually did good this weekend (finally) with my eating.  It was a nice not very productive weekend. My awesome parents took the kids Saturday night so we can attend a Christmas party, which was kinda boring.  We were actually home early & in bed by 11:30 for people that didn't have kids for the night.  Other then the party we didn't do much anything else.  Our garbage disposal took a shit on Friday night so we spent Saturday morning replacing it, cuz I couldn't run my dishwasher w/o that working cuz there was food in the disposal & it causes back up in the washer.   But that is fixed & running great.  I don't know how I did w/o a disposal or washer growing up, LOL.

I'm not feeling to good this morning.   I've been battling the beginnings of a cold (thanks to my tiny ones) but yesterday I started taking ZiCam & it really helps, but it messes w/ your taste buds a bit which can be bothering some, but well worth it when the cold doesn't come on full force. I'm still going to try to workout today, I am already dressed in my workout clothes so we'll see how I am feeling when it becomes nap time later. 

I also wanna say that my prayers are with the children/adults & families of all that were killed in the Conn shooting Friday.  It's so stomach/heart wrenching about what happened & I couldn't or wouldn't want to even imagine their pain.   I weep for them everytime I read or watch something on it.   To young & so innocent.

Anyways, I will try to update later tonight, so until then........................

Friday, December 14, 2012

Weeks Finished

I was so close to using today as a "skip" day, but thankfully I put on my workout gear this morning so when the kids went down for naps, I dragged my ass downstairs to the treadmill & I'm so glad I did.  Who knows what this weekend will bring & if I'll find the chance to workout.  I am finished for the week cuz I got my five workout days in already, so if I feel like working out tomorrow it'll be my freebie day.   I just might do it b/c we have a Christmas party to go to tomorrow night so if I eat/drink then I won't feel so bad about it.  I got my workout in yesterday too.  I'm proud to say that my runs are getting easier.

Anyways, I really, really need to find a job soon & fast.   I'm getting desperate here & its for financial reason now no longer the need to just get out.  I'm so scared that we are going to fall behind.  My interview for Tuesday has been pushed back to sometime at the beginning of next year b/c of the holidays & they have training for a new payroll system.  I haven't heard a date back from them yet, so who knows maybe they changed their mind (that would be my luck, lately).  I've sent out so many resumes & only have received two phone calls, UGH.  This is so depressing & stressful.  I wish someone would buy our boat in the meantime cuz then I know we'd be safe until i find a job & it will put us back way ahead of ourselves.   Please, please keep your fingers crossed that something will come very soon before we are broke.  I don't even think the kids will get a Christmas this year at least from us b/c we just don't have any money.  Every bill that can come up has come up of course.  I'm just so sad over this, but maybe its good that they are still young so they won't remember this year :-(

Well here is my meals for yesterday & today:

Breakfast:
The usual for both days

Lunch:
Thursday- left  over rice & salsa & corn & alittle bit of chicken
Friday- Progresso soup chicken pot pie

Dinner:
Thursday - 2 chili dogs w/ Tatar tots
Friday- veal steaks w/ spaghetti

Snack:
Thursday - pretzels & 1/2 a slice of peanut butter pie
Friday - pretzels.

My kids just woke up so I gotta go, until next time......................

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Hump Day!

Today was a good day!  My workout went well & the day with the kids was nice.  My DH is another story.  He had darts last night & didn't get home till 2am drunk & went to work today & called me at 11:30 telling me he's coming home early.  I don't mind him coming home, but b/c you're tired don't take the attitude out on me or the kids.  I almost wish he would have stayed at work b/c I really don't need anymore stress in my life.  Ugh, when is he going to grow up & be more willing to help me around the house.   I can only do so much myself & even the items that a man usually handles don't get done if I don't know how to fix them myself. 

Ok, enough about that, I got a little over 3 miles in today & I actually ate good.  I did make a peanut butter pie so I had a small piece after dinner only b/c this was the first pie I've ever made so I had to see how it turned out, LOL.  But I am still way under my calorie intake for the day.

So here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
Yep, the usual..

Lunch:
steamed vegetable melody

Dinner:
baked  chicken breast over white rice, corn & salsa

Snack:
cheddar cracker fish
PB pie

Well that's all folks, so until next time.................................

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Busy day

So today was weird and busy in itself.  Lets just say that it started all off b/c my hubby didn't go to work, so that threw my whole schedule off.  I got my workout in, but it was a stressful workout b/c my hubby interrupted me & kept annoying (pissing) me off.  Then the kids kept coming down & getting into everything making me have to yell.  I'm still feeling very bloated & figured that would be done by now. Then we went to my parents for the afternoon then came home & I helped my husband set up the boys bunk beds.

I really need to get a job b/c I need to start contributing financially.  We are getting down in funds & that is really starting to scare me.  I don't like worrying about money so I need to start making it again.  I have an interview for a payroll specialist next Tuesday at 10am & this could be my chance.  I'm just praying that I can get through this with flying colors b/c I normally suck at interviewing.  I just wish companies could see beyond the interview & just give me the chance to actually show them what I'm made of & what I can do.  Please say a prayer b/c we really need this.

Anyways, here is my meals for today.  My lunch was kinda off & small b/c I was at my parents.

Breakfast:
The usual

Lunch:
a little of noodles w/ gravy, mushrooms, meatballs & peas

Dinner:
pizza - I had to make something quick & simple

Snack:
popcorn & some peanuts

Until next time..................

Monday, December 10, 2012

Bad choices this weekend

I did bad with eating this weekend.  I seriously cannot even remember what I ate, but it wasn't good.  Other then that it was a decent weekend. I talked my husband into getting a Christmas tree for the kids and they love it & I also put the lights up outside (I haven't done that since before kids).

So on a serious note, I really need to stay on track over the weekends.  Plus from PMS I was craving everything.  I ate a bunch of sweets that I was craving, that I have been doing really good with skipping since eating healthy.  Oh the joy of the holidays :-)  I'm so glad my monthly visitor came yesterday so now all this bloat can go away, finally. 

Well I got my workout in today & it made me feel much better.  I'm not going to type long b/c my space key is sticking & this is taking me forever to type & driving me crazy.  Here is my meals for today.

Breakfast:
The usual

Lunch:
steamed carrots & green beans

Dinner:
grilled cheese w/ turkey bacon & onion on Texas toast.
french fries

Snack:
gold fish

So until next time............................

Friday, December 7, 2012

Friday,Wahoo

TGIF!!!  It is a much better day today!  I got my work out in & I have to admit it was alittle difficult today but maybe b/c my mind was set on not working out.   I was going to use a skip day today, but I'm so glad I did not.  I completed my 5 days of work outs for the week so again I can relax this weekend.

We got the bunk beds for the boys yesterday so we'll be putting them together this weekend & then tomorrow we have pancake breakfast w/ Santa in the morning.  That is actually all that is really planned for the weekend, the rest will just be whatever. 

We have a babysitter for tonight so we'll be going to get some wings (I've been craving them for awhile now) & have a few beers at the corner bar.  I cannot wait I've been needing to get out.

Oh & the good news for the week (which I forgot to update) I am down another 2lbs making it 259.  I'm really surprise cuz I'm pretty bloated with PMS.  Maybe I'm down more after she visits, LOL. 

Here is my meals for today

Breakfast:
the usual

Lunch:
steamed green beans

Dinner:
probably wings medium 10 of them we'll see what happens & I'll update later.

Snack:
BEER (Yummy)

Until next time......................

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Today was just another day in the book.   I got my workout in and I actually moved my running speed up to 5.2 from 5.0.

I'm still feeling very depressed today.  So much for the Zoloft my doctor gave me for PPD (post partum depression) cuz it's not working anymore.  Everything just seems to go down hill everyday.  I'm so confused, lost & just don't know what to do anymore.  I just wanna cry.  Also this looking for a job is getting more & more depressing every day.  WTH am I doing wrong?!??!?!?!  UGH :-( 

On a lighter note my old BFF contacted me today & it felt great to talk to her.  She was always the go to person for me for everything in my life.  We've been BFF's since 2nd grade & then about 3 years ago we had a "stupid" falling out & I totally have regretted it since.  I miss our conversations, crying on each other shoulder & support we gave each other.  No matter if we agreed with what the other was doing we stood by each others side.  She was there for me thru my struggle to get pregnant & she lent me her shoulder to cry on OFTEN.  Even though we haven't talked much I still love her to death & consider her my BFF.  I hope that we can pick up where we left off & just move forward like nothing ever happened between us.  It makes me sad that she missed both my pregnancies, b/c I needed her, but that's ok. 

Anyways, I'm just blabbing on & on.  Here is my meals today:

Breakfast:
The usual

Lunch:
two burritos (beef & bean)

Dinner:
5 hard regular home made taco's.

Wow, you can tell I'm PMSing....

So until next time.........................................

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Wednesday done!!

Ugh, it was one crazy stressful day.  My kids were just pushing my buttons really bad.  I am going to start trying to stop & take deep breathes before I react from now on starting tomorrow.  Maybe if I calm down a bit they will become more calm themselves.  Plus I found out a lie that I was told by someone very near & dear to me & it hurts, really hurts so I've been depressed today.   UGH, just heartbroken.  This person already lost some trust from me over time, but now I don't know if I trust anything. 

Also I really, really need to find a job.  I need one for my sanity & money.  We are getting by on the skin of our teeth right now & I'm just hoping & praying that nothing major comes up.  I also wanna give the trio a great Christmas & I'm afraid it just isn't going to happen unless I get a job very soon.  I'm getting stressed out over money.  I miss having my money & I miss having a cushion to fall on if needed.  We are trying to sell our boat & if that goes then we would be set & no longer in trouble & can buy our dream house w/ a down payment & money left over (the boat is paid off so anything we make on it is ours). 

Anyways, to move on to the reason for this blog I just had to get that out somewhere, b/c it seems like I really don't have anyone close to me to talk to anymore or anyone to tell my worries/troubles too & I hate keeping them bottled up.  So I got my 3 miles in today & the run was alittle difficult & I was very close to giving up a couple times, but I kept pushing myself forward & I'm so glad I did.  I'm thinking that maybe it was hard b/c of the cookies I ate yesterday.  I also couldn't figure out why all of sudden my cravings have gone up & I realize that my monthly friend is due w/i the next 5 days so basically any day.  So that could be adding the the fatigue on the treadmill plus the stress. 

So here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
the usual (see previous posts)

Lunch:
Steamed veggie melody

Dinner:
Spaghetti w/ garlic bread.

Snack:
4 peanut butter cookies

Oh, I also went the the good old fashion Library tonight & got two workout videos that I wanna try & see if I can add them to my workouts.  I need to start working my abs.  They really didn't have much of a choice (I'll have to check another Library another time). 

I picked up:

Express workout Belly, Butt, and Thighs w/ Chris Freytag
Chris Freytag

Best Bun & Leg Shapers w/ Denise Austin

Until next time...........

Hump Day!!!!

Yesterday was my baby brother's 30th birthday, Happy birthday Danny!!! 

I was not able to get on yesterday, but I did work out and then after the kids naps we headed to grandma's & grandpa's house to get Joey & then we went to my brothers & SIL for some pizza & cake (so yeah I had a bad dinner, but proud to say I skipped the cake).  It was nice to get out of the house & visit w/ everyone.  There was alittle problem with the cousins Joey & Emi but I think b/c they both were tired & just agitating each other.  Plus those two have the exact same temperament so they butt heads.  Just fighting over toys & teasing each other.  Exactly what little kids do.  They do get along on good days, LOL. 

I accomplished my 3 miles yesterday & was glad I did, b/c I had a few to many cookies at my parents house & I slightly regret it.  I definitely need to work out today no if, ands or buts.  I'm already dressed in my work out cloths so when the trio go down for naps I'm off for the treadmill. 

I will update later tonight with my meals for today, but in the mean time here was my meals for yesterday (not that great after lunch).

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green smoothie monster

Lunch:
Steamed veggies

Dinner:
2 pieces of Geppetto's pizza
one Bud Light

Snack:
to many peanut butter cookies

Well until next time..............

Monday, December 3, 2012

Better Day

Well it is a much better day.   Joey is spending a couple days at grandma & grandpa's so he can get away & have alittle time with them.  I do miss him very much already :-(.  But he loves spending time with them, it does him good to get out.

I got my work out in today (thankfully the mini flood didn't ruin my treadmill, cuz it was on that side of the basement).  I am on week 8 day 1 of the Julian Michael's work out which consist of walking at 3.5 w/ an incline of 7.5 for 30 mins.  Then I ran at 5 for 20 mins.  That's my 3 miles for the day.  I am currently wearing another pair of my pre-twin pregnancy jeans because I CAN!!!!  I feel great. 

Well I don't have much time to write much more b/c I have a 14 month old whining at my hip.

Here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green monster smoothie

Lunch:
steamed vegetable melody

Dinner:
Salsa chicken fiesta (see previous post)

So until next time................

Tonight's dinner

Salsa Chicken Fiesta

Salsa Chicken Fiesta (lighter recipe)

This just looks so good, I cannot wait to make it.

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Day from HELL

Ok, Sunday's are my days to sleep in (if that's what you wanna call it) we'll between my wonderful husband not paying attention to the kids but just laying on the couch almost 24/7 unless he's in bed well the kids come upstairs into my room almost every 20 mins.  So when I eventually do fall asleep I'm woken up maybe 5 mins later, so my sleep ins really don't happen.  Then I come downstairs to an almost destroyed house & the kitchen a pig stye b/c I swear on my grandmothers grave that DH doesn't know where the garbage is or the dishwasher.  Ok, now lets talk about this morning specifically..... Besides everything mentioned above this morning add to that my 2.5 years old son decided to flood half of the basement this morning, so between cleaning that & bringing all their toys back upstairs mostly by myself then having to clean the kitchen & get dinner ready & do all the laundry & deal with the kids (and they are not being angels today).  UGH, I'm about to have a nervous breakdown.  I cannot take anymore.  Seriously what am I doing wrong, am I not raising my kids right, why are they just sooo bad & don't listen or appreciate anything.  WHAT am I missing here?!?!?!?! I feel so horrible that my kids are so bad & I don't know what the hell to do about it.  I basically have no help from DH either & it's not easy, not easy at all.  This is nothing like I dreamt about growing up.  I haven't done anything w/ my kids & DH that I really want to.  I just want to be a family & work together as a family.  Maybe this is karma from something, just something but who knows.  I don't know how much more I can do this.  It's been so long that I've actually got to do something on my own.  I need a day alone a "Me" day.  Yeah, like that'll ever happen.  I NEED A JOB.

Ok, I really needed to get that out & I know it has nothing to do with my weight loss, except maybe all the stress isn't helping.  I've been so stressed that I've actually been to sick to my stomach to eat anything today.  I have used my two skip days this weekend.  Here is my meals for Saturday & today.  I didn't eat anything Saturday morning b/c I wasn't feeling good. 

Saturday

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar

Lunch:
corn beef sandwich (oh, it was soooo good)

Dinner:
meatball sandwich

Snack:
buckeyes ice cream

Sunday (today)

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar

Lunch:
PB&J protein bar

Dinner:
meat loaf & potatoes & carrots.

Well until next time.......