Sunday, December 30, 2012

Some nutrional info...

I am striving to get better with our nutrional choices for me & my family starting in 2013, which is one day away.   Here are some of the information I'm reading & I find interesting or useful so I thought I'd share...

Try these five quick tips for adding good carbs to your diet:
1. Start the day with whole grains. Try a hot cereal, like steel cut oats, or a cold cereal that lists a whole grain first on the ingredient list and is low in sugar. But finding sugar in cereals takes a bit of detective work. Learn how to be a savvy reader of breakfast cereal labels.

2. Use whole grain breads for lunch or snacks. Confused about how to find a whole-grain bread? Look for bread that lists as the first ingredient whole wheat, whole rye, or some other whole grain —and even better, one that is made with only whole grains, such as 100 percent whole wheat bread. Or try this recipe for hearty whole grain bread.
3. Bag the potatoes. Instead, try brown rice, bulgur, wheat berries, whole wheat pasta, or another whole grain with your dinner. Read "Health Gains from Whole Grains" for a list of whole grains and their health benefits, or check out these whole grain recipes.
4. Choose whole fruit instead of juice. An orange has two times as much fiber and half as much sugar as a 12-ounce glass of orange juice. Looking for juice alternatives? See six ideas for low-sugar drinks, a recipe for a low-sugar fruit cooler, and a recipe for sugar-free sparkling iced tea.
5. Bring on the beans. Beans are an excellent source of slowly digested carbohydrates as well as a great source of protein.
 
 
 

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Today started out as a rough day & I really didn't want to work out.  I was very, very close to skipping but then I knew I would have to do it on Saturday & Sunday so I forced myself & I'm glad I did cuz I definitely felt much better.  I'm feeling bloated today & I'm so extremely tired.  Here's to hoping for a good night sleep & feeling better tomorrow.  I've also been bad & had three Christmas cookies today, I don't know what my problem is with eating them these last few days when I've done so good w/ passing up on them.  This needs to stop or I'm not going to lose anything.

So I'm still doing the dreadful job searching, ugh I forgot what it's like (from years ago when I was laid off).  You would think after all the resumes I'm sending that something has to give sooner or later.   I just really hope that I find something that I like doing. 

Anyways, here is my food menu for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green monster smoothie

Lunch:
steamed green beans
1/2 cup of the kids Mac & Cheese (see why did I have this when usually I wouldn't even think about it)

Dinner:
sausage
Au gratin potatoes
broccoli Cheddar rice

Snacks:
3 cookies


Well that's all folks.

Until next time...........................

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Time Off

Well I haven't been on in several days but with the Holidays we were pretty busy.  I only got four days of my workouts in last week. I skipped Friday & cuz I stopped at my parents after picking the twins up from Preschool.  Then on Saturday I had my friends kids all day babysitting so by the time they left (around 6pm) I was too tired & just wanted a beer.  Then Sunday we went Christmas shopping & I was a tad bit hung over so I didn't feel like working out.  Then I wrapped gifts that night.  I did get my workout in on Monday Christmas Eve before all the festivities started & drank some more that night so didn't feel like doing much on Christmas & I was tired from a long weekend.  Then today I got my workout in & it felt great.

Well I was seriously to afraid to get on the scale these past few days after many cookies, but surprisingly when I got on yesterday I gained only 2lbs, but then today I was at only gaining 1lb, so it wasn't as bad at I thought it would be.  I have to definitely make up the rest of this week.

We sold the boat (kinda a sad day, but it's something we needed).  It's not what we wanted, but it's still good money.   Then Saturday night the hubby went to the casino & won $700 so we were able to give the kids a good Christmas.   I feel so blessed that God answered my prayers & we were able to give the kids a Christmas.  I still couldn't get my hubby anything since I'm personally broke, but after we get the money from the boat I'll get him something.  We just spent money on the kids this year.  It's kinda a bummer to not receive anything at all for Christmas, but seeing the kiddo's faces was my gift.

So here is my meals for today....

Breakfast:
coffee w/ sugar & creamer
Green monster smoothie

Lunch:
Pregresso creamy bacon & potato soup

Dinner:
Lemony Chicken pasta toss - Lemony Chicken Pasta toss  it was OK after we added Parmesan cheese, but before it really didn't have much taste.

Well until next time.......................................

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Feeling better!

Sorry I didn't log in yesterday, but I was just tired by the end of the day & didn't feel like doing much but watching TV.   I got my workout in yesterday & today my 3 miles which included walking at 3.5mph w/ an incline of 8 for 30 mins & then ran at 5.2 for 20 mins.

I've made cookies the last three days & I have to admit I HATE baking.   I'd rather be cooking.  I think I'm done baking for a bit. So of course I had to sample taste my cookies to make sure they come out good.  Today I took the twins to school & then worked out while Jake napped, then I was feeling kinda sleepy today so when the kids went down for naps (except Joe) I took my shower & then laid in my bed w/ him & tried to get him to go to sleep, which it didn't work.  I cleaned the kitchen (that's always my cleanest room in the house) then I finally mopped the dinning room floor & the half bath.  Tomorrow I will mop the kitchen & hallways & clean up the laundry room. Saturday I have to babysit my friends two little kids, so this is going to be a challenge having 5 kids 3 & under.  I hope I survive.  Then after that Chris & I are going to go out for dinner & then shopping for the kids Christmas as long as we can get a babysitter.

I guess were suppose to get hit w/ some big storm tonight & tomorrow.  So here's to hoping they are wrong.  I mean I'd love to have a white Christmas but that's the only time I want it.

Here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
egg whites on wheat toast w/ mayo & American cheese

Lunch:
steamed vegetable melody

Dinner:
Penne noodles w/ Italian sausage & Alfredo sauce & garlic bread.

Until next time.................

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Lock me up!!!

This is what they will have to do to me very soon.  OMG, today was hell bad w/ the kids & I cannot tell if it was them or just me.  They did not listen to anything I said & just were being flat out bad.  I have never in my life yelled so much, it actually got to a point that I thought my forehead was about to explode or my eye balls were going to pop out.  I am so completely beyond stressed out between them & other issues that have been bothering me that I won't be surprised if I have a nervous breakdown or stroke soon (no joke), I almost passed out today & I just get ill from the frustration.  Ugh, maybe I need help.

Anyways, on to my workout information.  I did get my 3 miles in & the run was very hard today I didn't think I was going to finish it, but I did.   I am struggling this week b/c I'm fighting this dang cold that keeps trying to creep up & I can take a common cold but b/c of my asthma my "common" colds go right to my chest causing good ole bronchitis.  Then I cannot breathe so that means no workouts for about a week or two. I'm hoping it doesn't get that far this time.

So here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
egg whites on wheat toast w/ mayo & cheese

Lunch:
Pregresso chicken pot pie soup

Dinner:
two Italian sausage w/ grilled green peppers & onions
steamed green beans

I tried something different for breakfast b/c my spinach went bad to fast this time & my yogurt is beyond expired so this "may" have been what made me alittle nauseous yesterday.  I was fine today.

Ok, I need to close my eyes a bit after the day I had.

until next time...........

Monday, December 17, 2012

Today was a terrible crazy day.  I made some Christmas cookies with the kids & then did laundry & made dinner & worked out all while dealing with crazy, whinny kids, It was bad today. 

So even though I was feeling sick all day I did workout & I will admit the run was hard.  Here's to hoping for a better day.   Anyways for dinner I had some ground meat & I wanted to make something different with it so I decided to make Shepard's Pie, which wasn't to bad but it has no taste.  I added some hot sauce to mine & it helped alot.  

So this is short cuz I have to go do more job searching before bed time.  Here is my meals for today.

Breakfast:
The usual coffee w/ cream & sugar
Green Monster smoothie

Lunch:
steamed asparagus

Dinner:
Shepard's pie

Snack:
4 cookies
1/2 cup popcorn.

Until next time...................

Happy Monday

Well I actually did good this weekend (finally) with my eating.  It was a nice not very productive weekend. My awesome parents took the kids Saturday night so we can attend a Christmas party, which was kinda boring.  We were actually home early & in bed by 11:30 for people that didn't have kids for the night.  Other then the party we didn't do much anything else.  Our garbage disposal took a shit on Friday night so we spent Saturday morning replacing it, cuz I couldn't run my dishwasher w/o that working cuz there was food in the disposal & it causes back up in the washer.   But that is fixed & running great.  I don't know how I did w/o a disposal or washer growing up, LOL.

I'm not feeling to good this morning.   I've been battling the beginnings of a cold (thanks to my tiny ones) but yesterday I started taking ZiCam & it really helps, but it messes w/ your taste buds a bit which can be bothering some, but well worth it when the cold doesn't come on full force. I'm still going to try to workout today, I am already dressed in my workout clothes so we'll see how I am feeling when it becomes nap time later. 

I also wanna say that my prayers are with the children/adults & families of all that were killed in the Conn shooting Friday.  It's so stomach/heart wrenching about what happened & I couldn't or wouldn't want to even imagine their pain.   I weep for them everytime I read or watch something on it.   To young & so innocent.

Anyways, I will try to update later tonight, so until then........................

Friday, December 14, 2012

Weeks Finished

I was so close to using today as a "skip" day, but thankfully I put on my workout gear this morning so when the kids went down for naps, I dragged my ass downstairs to the treadmill & I'm so glad I did.  Who knows what this weekend will bring & if I'll find the chance to workout.  I am finished for the week cuz I got my five workout days in already, so if I feel like working out tomorrow it'll be my freebie day.   I just might do it b/c we have a Christmas party to go to tomorrow night so if I eat/drink then I won't feel so bad about it.  I got my workout in yesterday too.  I'm proud to say that my runs are getting easier.

Anyways, I really, really need to find a job soon & fast.   I'm getting desperate here & its for financial reason now no longer the need to just get out.  I'm so scared that we are going to fall behind.  My interview for Tuesday has been pushed back to sometime at the beginning of next year b/c of the holidays & they have training for a new payroll system.  I haven't heard a date back from them yet, so who knows maybe they changed their mind (that would be my luck, lately).  I've sent out so many resumes & only have received two phone calls, UGH.  This is so depressing & stressful.  I wish someone would buy our boat in the meantime cuz then I know we'd be safe until i find a job & it will put us back way ahead of ourselves.   Please, please keep your fingers crossed that something will come very soon before we are broke.  I don't even think the kids will get a Christmas this year at least from us b/c we just don't have any money.  Every bill that can come up has come up of course.  I'm just so sad over this, but maybe its good that they are still young so they won't remember this year :-(

Well here is my meals for yesterday & today:

Breakfast:
The usual for both days

Lunch:
Thursday- left  over rice & salsa & corn & alittle bit of chicken
Friday- Progresso soup chicken pot pie

Dinner:
Thursday - 2 chili dogs w/ Tatar tots
Friday- veal steaks w/ spaghetti

Snack:
Thursday - pretzels & 1/2 a slice of peanut butter pie
Friday - pretzels.

My kids just woke up so I gotta go, until next time......................

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Hump Day!

Today was a good day!  My workout went well & the day with the kids was nice.  My DH is another story.  He had darts last night & didn't get home till 2am drunk & went to work today & called me at 11:30 telling me he's coming home early.  I don't mind him coming home, but b/c you're tired don't take the attitude out on me or the kids.  I almost wish he would have stayed at work b/c I really don't need anymore stress in my life.  Ugh, when is he going to grow up & be more willing to help me around the house.   I can only do so much myself & even the items that a man usually handles don't get done if I don't know how to fix them myself. 

Ok, enough about that, I got a little over 3 miles in today & I actually ate good.  I did make a peanut butter pie so I had a small piece after dinner only b/c this was the first pie I've ever made so I had to see how it turned out, LOL.  But I am still way under my calorie intake for the day.

So here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
Yep, the usual..

Lunch:
steamed vegetable melody

Dinner:
baked  chicken breast over white rice, corn & salsa

Snack:
cheddar cracker fish
PB pie

Well that's all folks, so until next time.................................

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Busy day

So today was weird and busy in itself.  Lets just say that it started all off b/c my hubby didn't go to work, so that threw my whole schedule off.  I got my workout in, but it was a stressful workout b/c my hubby interrupted me & kept annoying (pissing) me off.  Then the kids kept coming down & getting into everything making me have to yell.  I'm still feeling very bloated & figured that would be done by now. Then we went to my parents for the afternoon then came home & I helped my husband set up the boys bunk beds.

I really need to get a job b/c I need to start contributing financially.  We are getting down in funds & that is really starting to scare me.  I don't like worrying about money so I need to start making it again.  I have an interview for a payroll specialist next Tuesday at 10am & this could be my chance.  I'm just praying that I can get through this with flying colors b/c I normally suck at interviewing.  I just wish companies could see beyond the interview & just give me the chance to actually show them what I'm made of & what I can do.  Please say a prayer b/c we really need this.

Anyways, here is my meals for today.  My lunch was kinda off & small b/c I was at my parents.

Breakfast:
The usual

Lunch:
a little of noodles w/ gravy, mushrooms, meatballs & peas

Dinner:
pizza - I had to make something quick & simple

Snack:
popcorn & some peanuts

Until next time..................

Monday, December 10, 2012

Bad choices this weekend

I did bad with eating this weekend.  I seriously cannot even remember what I ate, but it wasn't good.  Other then that it was a decent weekend. I talked my husband into getting a Christmas tree for the kids and they love it & I also put the lights up outside (I haven't done that since before kids).

So on a serious note, I really need to stay on track over the weekends.  Plus from PMS I was craving everything.  I ate a bunch of sweets that I was craving, that I have been doing really good with skipping since eating healthy.  Oh the joy of the holidays :-)  I'm so glad my monthly visitor came yesterday so now all this bloat can go away, finally. 

Well I got my workout in today & it made me feel much better.  I'm not going to type long b/c my space key is sticking & this is taking me forever to type & driving me crazy.  Here is my meals for today.

Breakfast:
The usual

Lunch:
steamed carrots & green beans

Dinner:
grilled cheese w/ turkey bacon & onion on Texas toast.
french fries

Snack:
gold fish

So until next time............................

Friday, December 7, 2012

Friday,Wahoo

TGIF!!!  It is a much better day today!  I got my work out in & I have to admit it was alittle difficult today but maybe b/c my mind was set on not working out.   I was going to use a skip day today, but I'm so glad I did not.  I completed my 5 days of work outs for the week so again I can relax this weekend.

We got the bunk beds for the boys yesterday so we'll be putting them together this weekend & then tomorrow we have pancake breakfast w/ Santa in the morning.  That is actually all that is really planned for the weekend, the rest will just be whatever. 

We have a babysitter for tonight so we'll be going to get some wings (I've been craving them for awhile now) & have a few beers at the corner bar.  I cannot wait I've been needing to get out.

Oh & the good news for the week (which I forgot to update) I am down another 2lbs making it 259.  I'm really surprise cuz I'm pretty bloated with PMS.  Maybe I'm down more after she visits, LOL. 

Here is my meals for today

Breakfast:
the usual

Lunch:
steamed green beans

Dinner:
probably wings medium 10 of them we'll see what happens & I'll update later.

Snack:
BEER (Yummy)

Until next time......................

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Today was just another day in the book.   I got my workout in and I actually moved my running speed up to 5.2 from 5.0.

I'm still feeling very depressed today.  So much for the Zoloft my doctor gave me for PPD (post partum depression) cuz it's not working anymore.  Everything just seems to go down hill everyday.  I'm so confused, lost & just don't know what to do anymore.  I just wanna cry.  Also this looking for a job is getting more & more depressing every day.  WTH am I doing wrong?!??!?!?!  UGH :-( 

On a lighter note my old BFF contacted me today & it felt great to talk to her.  She was always the go to person for me for everything in my life.  We've been BFF's since 2nd grade & then about 3 years ago we had a "stupid" falling out & I totally have regretted it since.  I miss our conversations, crying on each other shoulder & support we gave each other.  No matter if we agreed with what the other was doing we stood by each others side.  She was there for me thru my struggle to get pregnant & she lent me her shoulder to cry on OFTEN.  Even though we haven't talked much I still love her to death & consider her my BFF.  I hope that we can pick up where we left off & just move forward like nothing ever happened between us.  It makes me sad that she missed both my pregnancies, b/c I needed her, but that's ok. 

Anyways, I'm just blabbing on & on.  Here is my meals today:

Breakfast:
The usual

Lunch:
two burritos (beef & bean)

Dinner:
5 hard regular home made taco's.

Wow, you can tell I'm PMSing....

So until next time.........................................

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Wednesday done!!

Ugh, it was one crazy stressful day.  My kids were just pushing my buttons really bad.  I am going to start trying to stop & take deep breathes before I react from now on starting tomorrow.  Maybe if I calm down a bit they will become more calm themselves.  Plus I found out a lie that I was told by someone very near & dear to me & it hurts, really hurts so I've been depressed today.   UGH, just heartbroken.  This person already lost some trust from me over time, but now I don't know if I trust anything. 

Also I really, really need to find a job.  I need one for my sanity & money.  We are getting by on the skin of our teeth right now & I'm just hoping & praying that nothing major comes up.  I also wanna give the trio a great Christmas & I'm afraid it just isn't going to happen unless I get a job very soon.  I'm getting stressed out over money.  I miss having my money & I miss having a cushion to fall on if needed.  We are trying to sell our boat & if that goes then we would be set & no longer in trouble & can buy our dream house w/ a down payment & money left over (the boat is paid off so anything we make on it is ours). 

Anyways, to move on to the reason for this blog I just had to get that out somewhere, b/c it seems like I really don't have anyone close to me to talk to anymore or anyone to tell my worries/troubles too & I hate keeping them bottled up.  So I got my 3 miles in today & the run was alittle difficult & I was very close to giving up a couple times, but I kept pushing myself forward & I'm so glad I did.  I'm thinking that maybe it was hard b/c of the cookies I ate yesterday.  I also couldn't figure out why all of sudden my cravings have gone up & I realize that my monthly friend is due w/i the next 5 days so basically any day.  So that could be adding the the fatigue on the treadmill plus the stress. 

So here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
the usual (see previous posts)

Lunch:
Steamed veggie melody

Dinner:
Spaghetti w/ garlic bread.

Snack:
4 peanut butter cookies

Oh, I also went the the good old fashion Library tonight & got two workout videos that I wanna try & see if I can add them to my workouts.  I need to start working my abs.  They really didn't have much of a choice (I'll have to check another Library another time). 

I picked up:

Express workout Belly, Butt, and Thighs w/ Chris Freytag
Chris Freytag

Best Bun & Leg Shapers w/ Denise Austin

Until next time...........

Hump Day!!!!

Yesterday was my baby brother's 30th birthday, Happy birthday Danny!!! 

I was not able to get on yesterday, but I did work out and then after the kids naps we headed to grandma's & grandpa's house to get Joey & then we went to my brothers & SIL for some pizza & cake (so yeah I had a bad dinner, but proud to say I skipped the cake).  It was nice to get out of the house & visit w/ everyone.  There was alittle problem with the cousins Joey & Emi but I think b/c they both were tired & just agitating each other.  Plus those two have the exact same temperament so they butt heads.  Just fighting over toys & teasing each other.  Exactly what little kids do.  They do get along on good days, LOL. 

I accomplished my 3 miles yesterday & was glad I did, b/c I had a few to many cookies at my parents house & I slightly regret it.  I definitely need to work out today no if, ands or buts.  I'm already dressed in my work out cloths so when the trio go down for naps I'm off for the treadmill. 

I will update later tonight with my meals for today, but in the mean time here was my meals for yesterday (not that great after lunch).

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green smoothie monster

Lunch:
Steamed veggies

Dinner:
2 pieces of Geppetto's pizza
one Bud Light

Snack:
to many peanut butter cookies

Well until next time..............

Monday, December 3, 2012

Better Day

Well it is a much better day.   Joey is spending a couple days at grandma & grandpa's so he can get away & have alittle time with them.  I do miss him very much already :-(.  But he loves spending time with them, it does him good to get out.

I got my work out in today (thankfully the mini flood didn't ruin my treadmill, cuz it was on that side of the basement).  I am on week 8 day 1 of the Julian Michael's work out which consist of walking at 3.5 w/ an incline of 7.5 for 30 mins.  Then I ran at 5 for 20 mins.  That's my 3 miles for the day.  I am currently wearing another pair of my pre-twin pregnancy jeans because I CAN!!!!  I feel great. 

Well I don't have much time to write much more b/c I have a 14 month old whining at my hip.

Here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green monster smoothie

Lunch:
steamed vegetable melody

Dinner:
Salsa chicken fiesta (see previous post)

So until next time................

Tonight's dinner

Salsa Chicken Fiesta

Salsa Chicken Fiesta (lighter recipe)

This just looks so good, I cannot wait to make it.

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Day from HELL

Ok, Sunday's are my days to sleep in (if that's what you wanna call it) we'll between my wonderful husband not paying attention to the kids but just laying on the couch almost 24/7 unless he's in bed well the kids come upstairs into my room almost every 20 mins.  So when I eventually do fall asleep I'm woken up maybe 5 mins later, so my sleep ins really don't happen.  Then I come downstairs to an almost destroyed house & the kitchen a pig stye b/c I swear on my grandmothers grave that DH doesn't know where the garbage is or the dishwasher.  Ok, now lets talk about this morning specifically..... Besides everything mentioned above this morning add to that my 2.5 years old son decided to flood half of the basement this morning, so between cleaning that & bringing all their toys back upstairs mostly by myself then having to clean the kitchen & get dinner ready & do all the laundry & deal with the kids (and they are not being angels today).  UGH, I'm about to have a nervous breakdown.  I cannot take anymore.  Seriously what am I doing wrong, am I not raising my kids right, why are they just sooo bad & don't listen or appreciate anything.  WHAT am I missing here?!?!?!?! I feel so horrible that my kids are so bad & I don't know what the hell to do about it.  I basically have no help from DH either & it's not easy, not easy at all.  This is nothing like I dreamt about growing up.  I haven't done anything w/ my kids & DH that I really want to.  I just want to be a family & work together as a family.  Maybe this is karma from something, just something but who knows.  I don't know how much more I can do this.  It's been so long that I've actually got to do something on my own.  I need a day alone a "Me" day.  Yeah, like that'll ever happen.  I NEED A JOB.

Ok, I really needed to get that out & I know it has nothing to do with my weight loss, except maybe all the stress isn't helping.  I've been so stressed that I've actually been to sick to my stomach to eat anything today.  I have used my two skip days this weekend.  Here is my meals for Saturday & today.  I didn't eat anything Saturday morning b/c I wasn't feeling good. 

Saturday

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar

Lunch:
corn beef sandwich (oh, it was soooo good)

Dinner:
meatball sandwich

Snack:
buckeyes ice cream

Sunday (today)

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar

Lunch:
PB&J protein bar

Dinner:
meat loaf & potatoes & carrots.

Well until next time.......

Friday, November 30, 2012

Friday, Friday!!!!!

Sorry I missed my post yesterday but I was just so tired.  I went to bed about an hour after the trio last night & after my shower.  I did get my work out in yesterday & today so I got my 5x a week completed so I can take off working out this weekend if I feel like it & not feel bad about it, or I can fit in extra if I want.  My eating yesterday was thrown off b/c I had to go to a meeting at City Hall in the AM then pick the twins up from school.  But this is what I ate yesterday.

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar

Lunch:
2 banana's

Dinner:
Home made ground meat w/ taco seasoning w/ macaroni noodles & Velveeta cheese.

So today after I did my run I took my shower & was going to get dressed before having to go pick up the twins & since the two pair of jeans I have that I bought after my singleton pregnancy were falling off of me when I put them on I was curious if my other jeans in my closet would fit.  GUESS what?!?!?!??!?! I am wearing my pre-twin pregnancy jeans............ YEAH!!!!!  I'm so excited I can scream.  I still have lots of work to do I need to loose about 60-70 more lbs, but this is a great start.  The only thing I really have different that I didn't have pre-twin pregnancy is this overlapping FUPA (belly) it's like this extra skin just hanging there.  I'm really hoping that w/ time & more weight loss that it will finally disappear or something, but I'm beginning to think I'm going to have to get plastic surgery to have the extra skin removed.  Has anyone had this experience from pregnancies & it went away w/ more weight loss.. Please tell me yes, b/c I'm so self conscious about it & it's so disgusting. 

Anyways, here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green monster smoothie

Lunch:
Tuna salad sandwich

Dinner:
slice of pizza.

Since it's Friday I probably won't get on again till Monday but I'll try.. So until next time..........

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

This is going to be a fast post b/c my show Criminal Minds is on.  So I have to watch my baby on TV...  Anyways I got my workout in this morning & normally I thought running was suppose to make you relaxed, but not in my case when the twins are running a muck.  OMG, try yelling at the top of your lungs while you're trying to concentrate on breathing & getting thru the mile.  It's not easy, but I did it. 

Then after my workout I took the twins in for their flu shots & yes I ventured out myself with the trio & it's wasn't that bad.  I had one lady look at me & say "Boy, you have your hands full." 

So here is my meals for today.

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green monster smoothie

Lunch:
1.5 cups of home made mashed potatoes
can of Healthy Choice chicken & rice soup

Dinner:
2 Italian sausages
12 Tatar tots
bowl of Brussels sprouts.

Snacks:
I gave in... Buckeye ice cream

Until next time.................

PS. I'm still looking for a job. I guess I didn't do well on the phone interview b/c I never heard back from the guy :-(  I'm kinda disappointed b/c I felt really good about this one.  There is & always was one big problem I SUCK at job interviews.  I am better at showing my qualities & not talking about them.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Today was a decent day.  I am proud to say that those 2lbs I gained over the weekend putting me back at 265 were gone this morning plus one.  So I was at 262 this morning.  That made me feel so much better about missing my workouts this weekend, but I will try not to do it again.  I have to do my 5x's a week routine. 

I really don't have much to report today but I was able to complete my running today.  I also ate good, except I think I ate alittle to much at dinner today.  Here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
Coffee w/ cream & sugar
Green monster smoothie

Lunch:
2 cups of roasted Brussels sprouts

Dinner:
I am pretty proud of this meal, I brought it together on my own.
Penni noodles w/ Italian sausage, green peppers, asparagus, Onion & olive oil.



So until next time...........................

Monday, November 26, 2012

Alittle behind

Ok, so I had a bad & lazy weekend.  Lazy as in I DID NOT work out like I was suppose too & didn't feel like getting on the computer at all, so I didn't track my meals either & the scale showed me my consequences b/c of this, I gained 2lbs.  Anyways, I'm going to put that past me & get myself back on track.  I did really good today & I got my workout in.  Oh & I did work out on Friday it took allot of encouragement on my part but I did. 

So today while right after my run I checked the monitor to see if the kids were sleeping cuz I kept hearing lots of noise coming from up there & while looking at the boys room I say these legs sticking straight up on the changing table (the crib has a table/dresser attached to it) & I freaked out thinking it was Jake & something happened to him.  I ran as fast as I could up the stairs & opened the door to find that it was his teddy bear but my little 14 month old wasn't in his crib or room but in his sister room.  He figured out how to climb out of his dang crib.  I'm so NOT ready for him to be in a bed yet even though we did put the twins in beds around 16 months (to free up a crib for when Jake arrived).  I kept putting him back in bed & he kept climbing out.  I gave up & brought him downstairs.  So both boys did not nap so it was a hell of a afternoon. 

Anyhow, enough of them.  Here is my meals for today:

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green monster smoothie

Lunch:
2-3 pieces of ham

Dinner:
Baked chicken breast w/ seasoning
Home made mashed potatoes w/ garlic & sea salt
Steamed green beans

I stayed under my calorie intake for the day.  Hopefully when I get on the scale tomorrow morning for my weigh in it'll show these 2lbs gone cuz I was feeling bloated really bad this morning.  I'll be somewhat happy if I stayed the same as last week. 

Until next time.

Friday, November 23, 2012

Day after Thanksgiving

Well I was hung over yesterday & did not workout :-(  I really didn't eat much until it was time for a great turkey dinner.  I went over to my parents house w/ the trio about 11am & helped them clean a bit & then the kids napped & then it was go time at 3pm.  We enjoyed turkey, candied sweet potato's, Brussels sprouts, stuffing, green bean casserole & a glass of White Zinfandel.  It was all so good.  Then I cleaned up & my brother & sister in-law & their kids came over & the kids played.  We got home about 7:30 & everyone went to bed.  I was in bed myself around 9:30. 

I am currently sitting here today trying to motivate myself to get my workout in once the kids go down for a nap.  I did put my workout clothes on & in a sort of way I'm ready to go (after seeing the scale this morning it was 3lbs up), but my mind is also trying to convince me otherwise.  So I have about an hour to get that out of my head & hop on the treadmill.  We'll see how that goes & I'm hoping that I can report good news later. 

After the kids wake up depending on if the weather cooperates we'll be heading to my parents again to go to Strongsville square & see the Christmas lighting & Santa & his reindeer.  Right now it's sunny & pretty decent outside, but that's suppose to change later today just not sure when.  But it'll be another long night for the trio b/c the lighting ceremony is from 5-8:30 & their bed time is 7:30.  Then tomorrow my mommy group has a gathering at Petites around noon & Santa will be riding in on a fire truck.  Then it's Ohio State -vs- Michigan..... Goooooo BUCKEYES!!!!  Then Sunday is Steelers -vs- Browns...... Gooooo Steelers.  It's a big weekend here in Ohio & hoping the best teams win.  I will be looking forward to Monday to hopefully get to relax (LOL). 

Also I'm still waiting & hoping & fingers crossed that I here from the phone interview I had earlier this week.  Still no email for a 2nd interview, but I keep telling myself it could be b/c of the holiday & I hope that is the reason.  This job just sounds so promising & I really think it'll be a good fit for me.  Then again I told myself if it doesn't happen then God knows that it really wasn't for me & I have to look at that & go back to the drawing broad of searching again.  I mean I still search but in the back of my head I'm hoping. 

Well until next time........................

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Bar night!!

Tonight is the biggest bar night of the year, yes bigger then New Years Eve.  I am hoping to find a baby sitter so I can enjoy alittle bit of it. 

Well I already got my workout in for today & feel good about it.  The running part was alittle hard & I didn't think I was going to finish but I kept pushing myself & was able to accomplish it.  That is one thing I have to say about myself is that I am good at finishing what I started & I've always been good about being able to push myself to the end once I start.  Maybe that's one reason why I excelled at all the sports I played.  This is definitely a awesome quality that I picked up from my parents, they always taught us not to quit & never give up.  You never know if you can do it if you don't try, right?!?!?!??! 

So I ran at 5 mph for 20 mins & then 30 mins at 3.5 mph w/ an incline of 8.  I'm not sure what is in store for tonight so don't know if I'll make it on the computer later, so I'm going to update my breakfast & lunch menu but not sure what I'm making for dinner yet (haven't thought that far in advance).  Tomorrow we'll be going to my parents for an awesome Thanksgiving dinner,which I still have to decide what I'm going to make as a side dish. My goal is to workout again tomorrow morning before all the festivities start.  Ok, now here is my meals for today.

Breakfast: (the usual)
Coffee w/ cream & sugar
Green Monster smoothie

Lunch: (left overs):
half chicken breast & roasted potato's

Dinner:
Pending........

Until next time............... Hope everyone has a Happy Thanksgiving!!!!

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Productive day

Today was a busy but great day.  I took the trio to a park around 10am to meet up w/ Pam & her kiddo's.  We stayed there for about 3 hours.  This park was awesome it is so huge & the best part is it's made specially for kids with special needs.  It's named after a kid named Preston that had SMA.  Here is the link...

Preston's H.O.P.E

The kids had so much fun and that's all that matters in life now a days. 

So we left there around 1pm & since I was so close to where I use to work I decided to go & say "Hi" to some old co-workers.  We finally got home about 2pm & I put the kids down for a nap.  I debated on working out & I did convince myself to wait & do it tonight but I'm so happy I finally said "screw it" and went in the basement and got my 30 mins of walking at 3.5 w/ an incline between 8-10 & then ran at 5 for 20 mins.  I'm soooo happy I did, b/c I know I wouldn't have felt like it now.  Anyways Joey didn't nap & Jake & Addi finally fell asleep about 40 mins into my workout but only slept for about 30 mins before my awesome dogs woke them up w/ their barking.  So to say the least the rest of the day was pure HELL w/ all the whining.  They are in bed fast asleep now (thankfully).  I still need to go take a shower cuz I didn't get to after my workout. 

Anyways, here is my following meals for today. 

Breakfast:
Coffee w/ cream & sugar
Green monster smoothie

Lunch:
PB&J
Mont's fruit snacks

Dinner: (which I almost couldn't make w/ two kids crying & hanging onto my leg the whole time)
Chicken breast
roasted white potato's w/ onion soup mix
Steamed green beans & veggie melody. 

I am enjoying a beer right now b/c I desperately needed it today (and it tastes awesome, let me tell you).  I'm also waiting for that email from the company I interviewed w/ on Monday.  Please, please, please make this happen.  I truly think that it will workout for me & this is exactly what I need. 

Well until next time...................

Ps... Here is an updated picture I've been promising & it's still very embarrassing.


Heavy Heart

I had to post somewhere b/c yesterday a friend of mine from high school passed away & I just cannot get it out of my head.  She had two children one alittle older & the other one about the twins age (3). It just makes me sad cuz in reality she was still to young to die so soon, but also to know that life is the unknown.  You just never know what is store for you an hour, a minute from now.  So you do TRULY have to live every moment like it is your last.  Live is to precious. 

On a brighter note I am so happy to get on the scale this morning & it read 263, Wahoo.....  I will update later tonight. 

Until next time......

Monday, November 19, 2012

Monday, Monday

I didn't work out today for several reason.  I had a phone interview this morning (which I felt went very well, please keep your fingers crossed I'm hoping for good things). Since I had an interview I had to take the trio to my parents so I could go sit in my car & have a peaceful no interruptions call.  So we stayed for lunch & then the kids went down for a nap & I blew my parents leaves for them.  That took about two hours & many blisters later.  So I got a nice arm workout from that.

I think I might have strep.  In my 37 years I never had strep throat but for the past few days my throat has been sore & not getting better & when I looked at it this morning I saw white spots on the back of my throat.  Other then the sore throat & spots I've had no other symptoms so who knows.  I originally thought it was from sitting in front of the fire Friday night breathing that in.  If it's not better by Wednesday then I will call the doctor & get a culture so I can get on antibiotics if need be. 

Well that's about all my excitement for today.  I will post my meals for today.  Tomorrow I am taking the kids to a park w/ my BFF & her kiddo's then hopefully get back by nap time so I can work out while they nap. 

So here are my meals.

Breakfast:
Coffee w/ cream & sugar
Green monster smoothie

Lunch:
Very small corn beef sandwich
2 cups of butter popcorn (couldn't help it, it was calling my name)

Dinner:
Mac & Cheese w/ ground meat & Onion mix (2 cups)

Until next time...............

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Feeling better

I thankfully got my workout in today & I feel much better.  I did 30 mins at 8 incline & 3.5 mph then I ran for 20 mins at 5 mph.  I really don't have much else to say, maybe I"ll log on later if something comes across.  My 2.5 year old son has driven me to my insanity leaves today.  But here is my meals for today.

Breakfast:
coffee w/ cream & sugar
green monster smoothie

Lunch:
cheddar gold fish

Dinner:
left over lasagna

Well until next time... I've got a screaming 13 month old & my head is pounding, UGH I need a break.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Mad at myself

The reason I am mad at myself is as you know I already had my two days off of my workouts so I had to workout this weekend.  Well I did not work out today & feeling alittle sluggish & disappointed in myself.  I was planning on just kicking back & laying low this weekend & not having any drinks but plans changed after dinner last night & we ended up having a fire in the back yard & neighbors over so I ended up drinking & a few to many cuz I was slightly hung over today. 

So, besides that I am alittle depressed today for reasons I really don't wanna go into.  Yesterday while I was running I had to stop on the 2nd round b/c I started crying.  I cried b/c I got a text from my husband saying that I should see about going back to HOC in January if I cannot find another job by then.  OMG, I want to go back to work but I DO NOT want to ever go back there.  I was completely miserable & was way under appreciated for the work I did.  But thankfully I told him I won't go there & he accepted that.  I will work hard to find a job soon.  Later that day I ended up getting an email from a place I sent my resume to for an Office Manager/HR Generalist & I have a phone interview set up for 10am Monday.  Please send prayers. 

Anyhow, I have kept track of my meals yesterday & today.  Here they are:

Breakfast:
Friday: Coffee w/ cream & sugar & green monster smoothie
Saturday: Same thing

Lunch:
Friday: Steamed carrots & asparagus
Saturday: Corned beef sandwich

Dinner:
Friday: Porgies & corn
Saturday: Lasagna (homemade)

My sister started her Insanity workout today & said it was awesome & crazy.  I cannot wait to start mine along with my running then I should feel GREAT.  Then I'll have to work on other areas in my life that need serious improving. 

Well until tomorrow...............

Friday, November 16, 2012

Haven't been able to update lately.  But nothing to exciting has been going on or nothing really to report.  I missed my workout Wednesday cuz I had that interview which sucked.  It ended up being sales in the insurance industry & I'm not for sales.  I cannot sell someone my leg if I had to.  So after the presentation that lasted 2 hours I left.  Then I was just wasn't very productive the rest of the day.  I did work out yesterday & I'm planning on working out again today after the twins go to school. 

I have to update my weight but I'm not sure if it changed from last week.  It's 266 so I'm not sure if it was 268 last time or 266 so I either lost 2lbs again or stayed the same, but after the past weekend & drinking I probably didn't loose.  I'm not going to drink at all this weekend cuz I already used my 2 days off from working out so I have to workout this weekend & plus I don't feel like drinking.  I'm going to lay low w/ my kiddo's & hubby. 

I'm feeling pretty good though & can see the weight loss results in the mirror (which reminds me I have to get a picture update).  I still need to remember to take my measurements so I can start keeping track of inches I may be loosing.  I know that you can still loose inches even if the scale stays the same sometime, so I want to keep track. 

Well I gotta go get the twins ready for preschool & they are running around screaming so I will "try" to update again later on. 

Until next time....................

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Alright here is the my meals for today.  I was really busy around lunch time & wasn't hungry so I didn't eat (I know, I know not good). 

Breakfast

Coffee w/ cream & sugar
Green Monster Smoothie

Lunch

Monster energy drink

Dinner

Spaghetti w/ Italian sausage & sauce & two garlic breads

Snack

Milky Way

I am still under my calories for the day.  I do regret eating that candy bar now, but I was craving chocolate.  I will have to work it off tomorrow.  Oh & speaking of my post from yesterday about the Insanity Workout DVD my sister is going to get it & we are going to do it together.  I cannot wait to just get in shape & feel much better. 

Also in regards to my earlier post I got a call back on that job & I have an interview tomorrow morning.  I'm really hoping that this is something worth my time & that it's something I might enjoy doing & that I do good with the interview, b/c I usually suck at interviews.  I wish I was more outgoing & can think fast on my feet when needed.  Just please wish me luck, I need this.  I just wish my husband would support me on this too.  He wants me to go back to the City but in all honesty I don't want to.  I did not enjoy it and for 7 years I was stuck with the same pathetic title and couldn't do anything about it (this is where I really regret not getting a college education).  I told him I want to do something I enjoy doing, something I will look forward to getting up in the morning everyday and going to.  I don't want to go back to something for 30 more years that I totally regret and hate cuz I'll be miserable.  I want to go somewhere I can show my ability & be respected and acknowledged for the work I do.  I wish he'd see that & just support me in my ideas for once. 

So for the interview tomorrow I have absolutely nothing to wear.  I have my maternity dress pants & I've lost about 20lbs since I last wore them (they were big then) so I'm afraid it's going to look frumpy on me.  I did have two pairs of non-maternity dress pants that may be big on me but not like my other ones but when I quit work to become a SAHM I gave them to my sister which now lives in Colorado, so please, please make something in my closet fit decently. 

Well I'm going to end this here & call it a night early.  Until next time............

Much Better

I'm feeling much better.. I got my workout in already for the day.  Thankfully Jake needed to take his morning nap so I just brought the twins downstairs with me & was able to do my 30 mins at 3.5mph w/ an incline between 8-10.  Then ran my mile at 5mph for 12 mins then ran another 3 mins at 5.2.  Now all I have to do is take my shower & relax during the trio's nap time.  I love when that happens.

I got a phone call from a place I submitted my resume to last week & I returned his call last Thursday & Friday but he never called back so I thought maybe he changed his mind but while I was running today he called again & apologized for last week he had to go out of town all of sudden so he is still interested in my resume & wants me to call him back, so I'll do that when the kids are sleeping b/c there is no way I can make an important phone call like that when they are awake.  Hopefully it's something worth returning to work.  I have come to a very ruff decision and realized that working out of the house is more my style as much as I love the freedom and being with my kids I wanna go back to the work force.  I miss it (scary, huh??).  The only thing is when I mentioned this one time Joey overheard me and got really upset about me going back to work.  He said "Mom, don't leave please don't leave me." That in itself was heart breaking but I need my time away.  Also I like having the extra money to spend on stuff for myself.  Right now I don't have that or I have to ask Chris for permission to spend money on something & I don't like it.  Plus it'd be nice to give the kids a better Christmas.  If I return back to work we can move into a bigger house & better neighborhood w/ good school districts faster then if I was to continue being a SAHM.  We'll see what happens, please keep your fingers crossed for me. 

Alright well I have to get the kids lunch ready.  I will update my meals tonight.  Until next time. 

PS... There are tiny snow flakes falling today, UGH!!  It was in the 60's the last three days & now it's 31, welcome to Ohio!

Monday, November 12, 2012

Slacker

Yes please call me a slacker cuz I just realized I haven't updated since Thursday.  I have no excuse either.  I did work out on Friday.  I ended up going to visit my parents after I picked up the twins from school & then when I got home it was dinner time & then we just hung with the kids the rest of the night.  Saturday I didn't work out (but this weekend was my days off since I did my 5x a week already), but I did sweep/mop floors & cleaned my houses 1st floor.  Then I went out drinking that night, I had allot to drink but I wasn't wasted b/c I remember what I did that night.  So then Sunday was a lazy day.  Just played with the kids outside & gave them a bath that night other then that just sat around hung over, LOL. 

So today the kids & I met up w/ my BFF Pam & her two kiddo's and went to the Rain Forest for a couple hours.  We were hoping to make it into the main Zoo for a bit before the rain hit but that didn't work out.  We ended up getting home around 12:45 & I put the kids down for a nap & could have worked out, but I wore my running shoes to the Rain Forest & the kids & I got drenched walking back to the car so my shoes were soaking wet & I really didn't want to run in wet shoes, so I decided that today is going to be one of my "skip" days.  I feel bad though & really wanted to workout.  I did stick to my diet & ate healthy.  Here is what my meals consisted of. 

Breakfast:
Coffee - 3 cups w/ cream & sugar
Green Monster Slime smoothie

Lunch:
PB&J on wheat (ate at the rain forest)

Dinner:
Stuffed chicken breast (homemade) stuffed w/ stuffing & cheese.
Steamed asparagus
tad of mashed potato's. 

So my friend brought up this workout video called Insanity & I was curious and looked it up.

Insanity Workout

She told me about one of her friends that did this workout faithfully 5x a week for a month and lost 40 lbs.  I'm trying to get some real reviews & see if it's worth the investment or not cuz it does look pricey.  If anyone knows anything about this or have any input on your thoughts please comment & let me know if it's worth it or any problems or whatever.  I heard it's very, very intense. 

Well I'm going to go research it more & see what I can come up with.  Until next time............

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Another day......

I wasn't able to get on yesterday b/c it was really bad night for me & again that's another story for another time.  I'm just feeling depressed lately & like my life is going no where.  It feels like the only thing I have to live for is my three awesome children. It just feels like everyone is moving forward & doing new exciting stuff & I'm just stuck where I'm at.  Even though I haven't mentally or physically been feeling up to much I was able to get my work out in yesterday & today.  I did my 30 mins of 3.5 at a incline of up to 10 & ran for 20 mins at 5.0mph. 

I am feeling pretty good w/ this weight loss & I'm feeling & seeing results.  I still need to start doing measurements to see how many inches I'm losing along w/ weight.  I haven't posted my weight for this week yet but it's at 267 which is 2lbs lost again.  I was kinda hoping my monthly friend would show so I can see how much water weight I'm carrying right now.  But since it's taking it's damn time I'll update it. 

So today my meals consisted of this...

Breakfast:

Coffee w/ cream & sugar about 16oz

Green monster smoothie

Lunch:

Steamed green beans & broccoli

Dinner:

Homemade Meatball subs w/ mozzarella cheese

Tator tots

Snack

Cheddar Gold Fish - OMG I cannot keep away from these.  I think I ate to many today & retaining alot of water now b/c of this.  I had about 3 cups.........can you say PIG. 


I am going to take picture of myself every month, so I have to see when I last took that nasty picture earlier and take another a month later.  I want to be able to compare myself.  I guess I can do it while losing weight since I'm upset I never did it while pregnant. 

Ok, Until next time................

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Today is voting day!!!!  I voted & praying that the right person wins the one that is not going to screw us or hurt us anymore.  Anyways enough politics. 

I got my workout in today & I"m happy I did.  I almost used today as my skip day & I can blame that one on my husband taking off today.  I really just wanted to go curl up in my bed when the kids went down to nap, but I am proud to say I marched down stairs and ran on the treadmill.  I'm feeling pretty good, just some bloating, but we all know the reason for that, what's coming, LOL!  I need to take my measurements which I'll do tomorrow sometime.  I need to start seeing if I'm losing inches which I know I am b/c my clothing is fitting loosely. 

Well anyways I really don't have anything new to report so I'm going to call it a night.  Here is my food journal.

Tuesday food log

Until next time.............

Monday, November 5, 2012

It's late so this is going to be super fast.  I'm just posting my food journal for today. 

Monday food log

Good night, Until next time......................
It was a very busy weekend that I never had a chance to log on.  Our trick or treating was rescheduled for this past weekend due to Hurricane Sandy.  So the kids went out Saturday & then Sunday at my parents.  We had my parents over on Saturday for dinner & trick or treating & then they took Joey home to spend the night with them since Sunday we went over to their house for dinner & trick or treating.  Now I have to figure out what to do with all this candy b/c I definitely don't need it & neither do my kids.  Some people on FB suggested sending it overseas to the troops or to the East coast kids that couldn't have Halloween cuz of the hurricane.  So that is two very good ideas. 

So I over did it Saturday & Sunday.  I started doing pretty good Saturday with eating & that I also got my workout in while the kids napped.  But later on the night I over did snacks & drank way to many empty calorie beers.  Then Sunday I just ate bad & again to many sweets.  I didnt' like what the scale said this morning & I'm hoping I can make up for my bad choices this week.  Another thing is my period is due in a couple days & like always I put on water weight about 5lbs, then I lose it right after.  I'm hoping that's the reason the scale was alittle disappointing today.  Anyhow, I didn't really keep track of my food after lunch on Saturday & I didn't track anything yesterday so I'm not going to even bother posting my food journals for this weekend.  I know, I know I need to get better with the weekends.

Well I did get my workout in today & I'm feeling better already.  I will update later today if I have time b/c I want to run to the library (I know who does that anymore, LOL) & pick up some books to read up on improving my meals better & read up more on the Food dyes in the food for my children's sake. 

Oh & I have to update my last 4 workouts.  It's just been a busy week with the weather & Halloween & the kids all being sick.  I cannot promise that I will not have anymore weeks like that cuz that's what you run into having three young children, but with winter coming & most of the birthday's now out of the way it should start slowing down.  Well minus holidays...

Hoping to get back on tonight, but until next time.......................

Friday, November 2, 2012

I didn't make it on yesterday b/c my nephew who is moving to Colorado on Saturday happened to be at my parents house so I took the kids over there for dinner & so they can visit & play w/ him before he leaves since they probably won't see him again for a year or so (if we're lucky).  Also my kids were sick so I ended up taking them to Urgicare on the way home which they all have Upper Respiratory infections.  I was able to get my work out in yesterday & today.  I'm going to have to cut this short b/c I tried to get on here quickly since I won't tonight but they are all hanging onto my leg screaming right now... UGH. 

Here is my food journals for yesterday & today. 

Thursday Food Log

Friday food log


until next time.....................

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Well I didn't work out today.  I was so tired cuz lets just say I was up half the night & not b/c of my kids, but that's a whole different story.  I had a very busy morning I took the kids for blood work, which they all ended up doing really good & then they had their school Halloween party.  By time we got home & everyone ate lunch they didn't go down for naps till 1pm & I decided to take a nap myself. 

Here are some pictures from today at the Halloween party.  Of course I didn't get all three together at once.

Jake the Parrot (that's me in the blue & black, Lol)

Addisyn & Joseph

Addisyn

Joseph

Jake - past nap time..

I do have to add that when I go on the scale today it read 266.  I was surprise & excited b/c I felt so bloated they last couple days. 

Anyways, I will be working out tomorrow.  But in the mean time here is my food log for today.  I have to say that my dinner & lunch are mixed up b/c when I did it on my cell phone that's just what happened. 


Until next time.......

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

This is going to be short tonight cuz I have some things I have to get done on the computer while the kids are in bed.  I was able to do my treadmill workout 30 mins at 3.5 w/ an incline at 10 then ran 1 mile at 4.8mph for 12.3 mins then walked at 3.5 for 2 mins then ran 5mph for 3 mins.  The run was very hard today.  My knees were achy for some reason.  Well here is my food journal.

Tuesday Food Log

Tomorrow my morning is going to be packed.  I have to take all three kids for blood work, so that is not going to be fun & it's going to be heart wrenching thankfully my wonderful mom is helping me.  Then the twins have their Halloween party at school.  Hoping they don't cancel it since Halloween has been changed till this weekend b/c of hurricane Sandy. 

Well until next time...............
I didn't get on yesterday b/c I got a lot of books from my mom & Aunt so I was really into reading Toys by James Patterson.  I will probably be doing the same thing tonight.  Anyways I was able to get my workout in of 30 mins at 3.5 with an incline of 10 then I ran for 20 mins at 5mph.  For some reason yesterday was really hard.  I had this pain in my legs that was just annoying.  It wasn't bad enough to make me stop, but it was just bothersome.  I was very tempted to not run & just stop but I made it through & also after the bad weekend I had I needed to do it.    I ate good yesterday, but this morning I'm feeling really bloated after I had my green monster smoothie.  Maybe b/c my period is due in about a week & a half, who knows. 

Anyways, here is my food journal for yesterday.  I will post today's later after I figure out what I'm making for dinner.

Monday food log


I hope everyone is staying dry & warm during this hurricane Sandy.  The winds were crazy last night.  I hope there isn't much flooding or damage to everyone. 

Until next time............

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Bad choices this weekend!!

Well I started off good Friday with working out & eating Okay, but then it was my husbands birthday so we ended up going to Daishin Japanese Steak House which was excellent & I was still under my calorie goal at that time but then we went out w/ some friends & all the beer I drank put me over the limit. 

Friday's Food Log

We did have a great time though.  It was nice to get a babysitter for the night & enjoy some adult time.  I am happy to say I also got my workouts in for the week by Friday so I was able to enjoy time off this weekend.  But I made some really bad eating choices this weekend & I think I'm going to pay for it on the scale.  Cuz it wasn't looking good this morning my scale had me back to 273 so that's 4lbs from Friday so I'm praying that it's just water weight b/c I was feeling pretty bloated & kinda still am. 

Anyways, Saturday was just a lazy day plus all this nasty weather we're having.  It's been raining for two days now & it doesn't look like it's going to let up anytime soon.  I was to exhausted to do anything but thankfully I wasn't hung over, the only side effect I got from drinking the night before was the exhaustion.  So pretty much I was in bed by 9:30 last night.  I just laid around the house all day yesterday watching TV & plus Joey wasn't feeling well so he clung to me all day & if I tried to get up he screamed & cried.  I did make bad food choices cuz I was to lazy to make anything healthy to eat all day.  I had pizza & that's it. 

Saturday's Food Log

So today I was more rested & I really wanted to workout, but didn't get too it b/c my sister is leaving for
Colorado this coming weekend so my parents had a little gathering at their house for her.  My mom made her famous pizza so I had more pizza today & that's really about it.  I only had two pieces at her house, but ate two more when I got home & sadly I have to say not b/c I was hungry I just don't know why I did.  UGH, hating myself for that right now.  I was way over my calories today.  I will have to do an extra workout this week to make up for this weekend.  I might even have to do it 7 days instead of 5 this time. 

Sunday's Food Log

Well that's really about all I've got.  I'm going to search the net since I haven't had a chance this weekend at all. 

OH I almost forgot on Friday night I got two complements about how much weight I've lost & it made me feel good that someone is seeing the results & not just me. 

Until next time......................

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Today was a busy day.  Dropped the twins off at school & then came home & did my treadmill workout, while thankfully Jake napped.  My run was hard today, it took all I had in me to continue, but I did.  Then I picked the kids up & went to my parents to cut their grass which has a ton of leaves & their yard is pretty decent in size. 

I didn't get to relax at all today so I'm tired.  I was so tired that I didn't really feel like making dinner by the time I got home from my parents so I just thru a pizza in the oven.  I feel bad about eating it, but my laziness won this one. 

Thursday Food Journal

I'm going to try to get on tomorrow early b/c Chris & I have date night tomorrow for his birthday & we have a sorta busy day.  Then Saturday we might be going up to our trailer one last time.  I will try my hardest to update & keep track. 

Until next time....................

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Today was a beautiful day outside.  It got up to 80 degrees.  I wish I felt like taking the kids somewhere, but I feel like I'm coming down with whatever it is that Chris & the kids have/had.  I still got my workout in I did 30 mins at 3.5 w/ an incline of 6 then I ran for 20 mins at 5.  My run started off alittle on the rough side my legs felt like they were jello, but after about 6 mins I started feeling good. 

As I said earlier I've been floating high & feeling pretty good today b/c they scale finally put me below 270.  I know 269 is still horrible for a female, but I'm the only person that let me get this way.  After all the hard work I went through a few years ago to lose 75lbs you would have thought I wouldn't let this happen, but I did & there is no one to blame. 

I went to the store tonight to pick up a prescription & I was very tempted to buy a pack of smokes.  It's not that I was really craving them, I really don't know why I thought about getting them.  It wasn't that I was going to smoke them but I thought about getting them to have them handy if needed.  I kept telling myself the pros & con's of getting smokes on the 5min drive to the store & I'm so glad that the con's out weighed the pros (since there really is no pros to smoking). 

So for dinner I made meat loaf but in a crock pot (my first time in a crock pot) then in the other half I made potatoes, carrots & celery.  The meat loaf was AWESOME, it was so moist & almost perfect.  It was better then what I've ever tasted.  I'm just feeling alittle bloated tonight.

Wednesday food journal

Well gotta go surf the net a bit. 



Until next time.................
I found one of my all time worsts pictures.  This was about 2 months after Jake was born November 2011. OMG, I never saw myself this big until I saw this photo.


I'm the cow on the left then my twins & my mom



Ok, I took a very embarrassing photo this morning.  Wish I had one from when I started out.  Anyways I figured this will help me see any progress I make.  This photo is very gross & disgusting, but I have to do it. 


10/24/12 269lbs




Yeah!!!!! Yes!!!!

I am so happy right now I just want to shout it.. I got on my scale this morning & the numbers actually said 269.. OMG, I finally broke the 270 mark after months & months of trying.  I know to some it doesn't sound like much but to me it's a step in the right direction.  I am now under the 100lbs to lose mark.

That is all..

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

I am so glad that this day is almost over.  It was truly the day from hell.  My kids were bad mostly Addisyn & Jake.  I know Jake is sick, but he just whined all day long at one point I just started crying b/c I didn't know what was wrong with him & I couldn't comfort him.  Then add Addisyn sitting next to me just crying & crying & I couldn't understand what she was saying.  Anyways, they are in bed right now & I finally have a moment to myself. 

I ended up putting Jake down for a morning nap & brought the twins downstairs & ended up doing my workout.  My day started off kinda slow cuz I was just so tired & just couldn't wake myself up.  I felt much better after I worked out.  I didn't 30 mins w/ a speed of 3.5 & and incline of 6.  Then I ran for 20 mins & I rotated between 4.8 & 5.0 in speed & I felt good. 

I kinds ate bad today or at least heavier foods but I still stayed under my calorie goal.  I just feel bloated today.  Also today was weigh in day & I was at 271 (UGH) I just want to break that 270 already.  I am happy though it was another 2lbs this week.  I like the 2lbs b/c that's what you're technically suppose to lose or it's a good amount to lose weekly b/c in the end you're more likely to keep the weight off longer. 

If that makes any sense.

Tuesday food journal

Well, until next time.............

Monday, October 22, 2012

I have to correct my programed workout it was 30 mins long this time not 20.  My run started out rough, but then it got better. 

I made a pretty good dinner tonight.  I made Carrot french fries & it was a hit with everyone.

This is a picture of mine.



Tomorrow is weigh in day, so here's to hoping I FINALLY break the 270 mark.  Please, please, please.  I will be so excited it'll be like I won the lottery, LOL.  I'll have to make sure I completely empty my bladder for sure before stepping on the scale.

Tomorrow is up in the air for my workout b/c I have to go cut my parents grass.  I'm going to try to go after naps so that I can get my workout in or I'll have to try to do it tomorrow night, which I know if that's the case I'll probably use it as one of my skip days.  Well see what the day & weather brings. 

Until next time........................
So I didn't blog at all this weekend.  It was a busy weekend.  I thought about doing it yesterday but I was so tired from drinking all night Saturday.  So Saturday I was able to get a run in I did 20 mins of the pre-programmed intense work out & then I ran for 20 mins.  I went to my kids fund raiser that night & thankfully my brother was the driver so I was able to drink whatever I wanted.  Well we had a blast with my parents & brother.  We all probably drank alittle more then we should have (allot of empty calories).  I don't remember much from the time I got home & went straight to bed.  Oh & my mom also had a thing of her famous drunken gummy bears so that's what probably did me in.  I was really surprised when I woke up I wasn't even the slightest hung over.  I felt pretty good just very tired.

Here is my Saturday food journal. It's not 100% correct b/c I didn't keep track of how much I actually drank, just took a wild guess.

Saturday Food Journal

So I took my day off of working out yesterday, but I did workout 6x last week which was one extra day then planned.  Today I have lots to do w/ cleaning & laundry galore then I'm going to work out while the trio is napping.  Unfortunately they are all sick & we had to pass on two outings yesterday & today.  I woke up Saturday feeling kinda icky, but much better today.  I'm feeling kinda bloated after drinking so hopefully I can sweat that out today. 

Sunday Food Journal

I will update today's food journal later tonight.  Oh, I have to add that my jeans this weekend were feeling pretty good (loose).  Saturday I actually had to change the pair I put on earlier b/c they kept falling off even though the ones I put on were the same size they were fresh clean (you know were they fit you perfect out of the dryer) plus they are a different style so they didn't fall down as much as the other ones.  I was sooo happy.  I also like how I look down & I can actually see my tummy shrinking.  The only thing that concerns me is from it being so over extended for my twin/single pregnancy will I have all this extra skin hanging.  I'm afraid of that b/c I look at the skin now & just wonder how that will just go away.  I guess we'll wait & see, one step at a time.

Well until next time...................

Friday, October 19, 2012

Happy Friday!!!

I didn't have a chance to update yesterday.  I took the kids to Boo at the Zoo last night & we got home late.  I still did keep up with my food journal & I was able to get my workout in while the twins were at school & Jake napped.  I did my usual.  For some reason I didn't feel good, like I have been.  I felt fat & gross, well I know I'm fat, but you know what I mean. 

Anyways, I also got my work out in today while the twins were at school & I even got my shower in before I had to pick them up.  I am proud of myself b/c I did my weekly work out (5x's a week) already, so that means if I really want to I can rest this weekend.  Yahoo...  But if I do get motivated I will run, but I know Sunday I probably will be to hung over to wanna do anything b/c we have my kids school fundraiser to attend on Saturday night. 

Oh & I got on the scale this morning & I'm at 270.2..  I am about to FINALLY break the 270 mark.  Thank God, I cannot believe it.  I know it doesn't sound like much but if you were in my shoes & after 2.5 years of carrying all this nasty weight around it's great & for as long as it took me to get to this point.  It's a dent in my goal. 

Again, since the weekend is coming up I probably will not update till Sunday or Monday night unless I do get time I will try, but I'm not making promises.  I know probably keeping track of my dinner Saturday night will be hard since it's a fundraiser & they have different stations of different foods, but I am going to try to stay on track & eat good.  I know I will probably be drinking allot on Saturday so that'll be allot of empty calories there.  Plus I'm in the mood for maybe a glass of wine tonight after the trio goes to bed.  We'll see.

Here is my food journals.

Food Journal - Thursday

Food Journal - Friday

This is tonight's dinner: Tuna Noodle Casserole



Hope everyone has a great weekend and until next time........................

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Well it was a busy day.  I took the kids to the park all morning & then we had a little picnic for lunch with my best friend Sheila & her adorable little boys.  Then came home & put the kids down for naps & did my work out.  20 minutes of the Jullian Michael which was rotating between an incline of 6-8 & a speed of 3.4.  Then I ran for 15 minutes today.  Then after dinner we had to go get a few items at Sam's Club then went & got the trio their Halloween costumes for Boo at the Zoo tomorrow (another busy day).  Anyways the twins picked pirates & I got Jake a parrot costume.  I will post a picture tomorrow if I can get one of them all together.  You know how hard it is to keep twin two year old & a one year old calm or still for a picture... 

Oh & I got on the scale again & it was at 271 this morning.  I cannot wait to finally get under the 270 mark.  I was checking my weight loss log on Excel that I created & I've been struggling between 276-273 since July... Fricken July, WTH??!?!?!?!  Well this is also b/c I got a treadmill & started using it faithfully & really started watching what I eat.  Plus keeping this blog has really helped me keep on track. 

So here is my food journal for today. 
Food Journal

I'm going to try to get on tomorrow early b/c I have to take the kids to Boo at the Zoo if everything goes according to plan. 

So until next time........................

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

I wanna start by saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

It's been a week today since I started this blog & decided to become serious about my get healthy/weight loss.  I feel pretty good & that's the motivation I need to keep going.  I try to remember back when I was really fit & healthy & want to be like that again.  I know I will never be that "skinny" again, but my goal currently is to get to a healthy weight for myself. 

I really have to stop weighing myself every day, but I really focus on the weekly weigh in.  For example Sunday morning I was at 271 & I was so damn excited that I'm finally going to break the 270 mark, but then Monday when I got on the scale I was at 274 & then today 273.  I know our bodies fluctuate daily, but I just have to.  It's kinda like for the three years when I was trying to get pregnant for the first time and peeing on sticks like crazy. 

So anyways, today I took the kids for a walk to the park & let them play for about an hour.  I was able to get my workout in at nap time too.

 Daily Food Journal

I made a pretty good dinner too, I got the recipe's off of Pinterest. 

Roasted Butternut Squash..

Garlic Chicken



They were both delicious & the kids loved them too.  I will add the links on my food tab.


Until next time........................


Monday, October 15, 2012

I am so craving something sweet especially something chocolate so bad.  I am so happy that I do not have any in the house or I would have craved & ate it, but if I did I wouldn't have felt guilty about it cuz I did good all day & I'm not going to stop myself from enjoying something I want to have just will not over indulge in it. 

I was able to get my workout in this afternoon & it was a hard one at first but of course when the run was coming to the end I was feeling better about it. 

Anyways, I wanna go search the net for ideas so I'm going to cut this short, but here is my food journal for today.

Food Journal - Monday

Well here is hoping to a much better non stressful day w/ my trio tomorrow. 

Until then..................

Not much... Stressful day today

Well it's Monday, blah.  My mood just isn't pretty right now.  Today just isn't starting off good & I'm not sure if I'm the one making it a crappy day or if it just is a crappy day.  I've had to yell at my kids all morning for not listening to me (nothing new there, but just worse today).  I really hate yelling.  I think I'm just feeling bitter b/c I work so hard 24/7 with not alot of help.  I literly don't get a break & by that I mean a moment to stop & think for myself w/o any interruptions.  Joey had a bad night going to sleep last night b/c he was so tired from playing all day & no naps so after I put them all to bed I got a quick shower in & then spent the rest of the night until I went to bed trying to get him to sleep, so no time to myself no time to read my book or anything like that.  Then I had to clean up the great big mess in my kitchen my hubby left last night.  Maybe I'm just bitter & add stressed out to that. 

Well anyways I cannot wait till the trio goes down for naps & I can get my run in & release some of this stress.  I am going to do my usual 20 mins preprogrammed & run 20 mins on the treadmill.  Then hopefully I have enough time to shower before the wrecking crew wakes up. 

This morning I had my coffee & the Green monster Smoothie.  For lunch I'm thinking a salad or maybe some steamed veggies.  I will update later today & hopefully after this run it'll clear my head & things will get better from here on out. 

Until next time................