Thursday, September 10, 2015

Summer's ending & school's starting... Camping season is almost done.

Okay, okay so I have been bad lately with keeping my blog up-to-date.  It has been almost a month since I last updated.  Ugh, what have I been doing.
This picture is right on... Face palm!  I will say allot has been going on and no my life has not slowed down yet (I'm still waiting for the slow period).  Camping season is coming to an end we probably have about a month and a half left before burring it for the season.  I do have to say I'm sorta looking forward to spending weekends at home and not drinking 4 days in a row (because we all know that is not helping my weight).  

Labor Day was just this past Monday and I took Thursday 9/3 till Tuesday 9/8 off and spent the first two days cleaning and getting all packed for our camping trip to Clay's Park Resort, pretty awesome place and so much for the kids to do and they love it there.  Here a a couple of pictures of the Lake. 

Yes that is my son Jake in the left of the picture

Here are some more from this weekend of the kids and one of I. 

Someone made a giant Slip N Slide for the kids
 This is my daughter Addisyn & my baby Jake (left)
 Here are the twins Joseph & Addisyn (left)
 And me being bad with that evil Bud Light in my hand.
So this was the 4 days in a row of drinking and drinking heavily.  Plus add on that I didn't eat well either.  Shake my head.  We left Monday morning as soon as we woke up and packed up.  On Sunday I woke up with the start of a sinus cold, sneeze, stuffy head & scratchy throat and by the time I got home on Monday I had a major sinus headache and runny/stuffy nose, throat hurt and fevers.  I am feeling a bit better just dealing with a chest cough but my sinus have cleared up somewhat just still congested.  That's about all for the weekend.  I do have to say this coming weekend nothing is planed except my daughters dance class starts Friday night and then I have my cousins bridal shower on Sunday (shit I have to buy a gift, ugh).  

My twins have officially started Kindergarten.  Their first day was on September 1st and they say they like it so far.  They have gym class twice a week and computer class and art class. They look so grown up.  
First day of school Class of 2028
 In their gym uniforms

Then my baby Jake started Pre-K and this is his first time without having the twins there with him and he did much better than I expected and he is enjoying it, just last night at dinner he told me he liked that he didn't have to fight with them, LOL.  
First day

Now for my weightloss, well as you can see in the picture of myself above I have been bad and need to stop drinking those Bud Lights if I expect to lose.  I down as of this morning, but I should be down much more if I ate the way I was supposed to over the weekend and if I didn't drink.  I say this all the time but I never follow it, but I need to stop playing and I need to stop this yo yo stuff and get serious about my goals.  I paid Physicians Weightloss Center to help me and they are but it's me that keeps slacking on the weekends.  They put me on a very low calorie diet (400 calories a day) and every 4 days I go up 100 calories and right now I'm on the mainstay which is 700 calories. Which worked awesome in the beginning until I hit these damn weekends.  That is why I said I am down from last Friday when I weighed in buy maybe by only a pound or 2 and I technically should be down at least 5-8 lbs by tomorrow.  I have not gone to weigh in this week because I am embarrassed with letting myself down yet again.  I usually weigh in Monday, Wednesdays & Fridays, but because they were closed for the holiday on Monday they said if I come in on Tuesday I will get a free week added to my contract, but when I saw the scale Tuesday morning and because I was sick I decided to skip and then Wednesday I was still embarrassed about the weight, so I will go tomorrow and see what happens, yes I do feel bad about skipping and I'll feel bad going in tomorrow and feel like I'll have to make excuses for myself when in reality its me, not them, not the food, not my family, friends, work it is no ones fault except for myself and I am also the only one that has to stop and get serious and determined if I want to keep this weightloss moving.  I have till November when my contract is up and I can be down at least 50 lbs if I stick to it.  I should be down 70-80 lbs if I stayed strong the whole time I've been doing this.  I have to stay strong and fight temptation.  Shoot I've been smoke free for 86 days now and I fought that so I can do this.  

My company has a gym on site for employees and family.  One of my co-workers and I were talking today and her and I are going to hold each other accountable and start going over there at lunch time starting Monday 9/14 and I plan on just walking on the treadmill for 45-50 mins (because I will not have time to shower so I do not want to get all sweaty like I usually do when I run or lift weights, plus I still plan on going to my gym in the evening after the kids are in bed, but I will feel better getting some form of exercise in at lunch instead of just sitting at the lunch table for an hour talking.  Also if my DH has darts one night or something else comes up (Addisyn's dance class) and I cannot get to the gym then I'll feel better knowing that at least I did 45-50 mins of exercise during the day.  I know that I will more then likely do this because I have someone counting on me being there with them and this person I have to face all day long if I don't.  Well see how it goes starting next week.  

Well I've typed allot more then I planned on and I gotta run.  Until next time (which hopefully is sooner than a month from now)... Take care. 

Oh and I will have an updated on this new Heart Rate Monitor and Key finder that I have been trying out for a place called Beets Blu